Reading week, waste of a week

So the other night I stayed up past 12 am and decided to do something productive (clean my room and work on my life goals).  To catch everyone up, since I started working last summer I've been trying to have a "normal" sleep schedule, so I'd go to bed at 12-ish and get up at 7. It was fine for when I was working and I didn't have anything else to do during the day was groupies and cleaning.
The problem is I continued to do this when I went back to full time school in January. It's weird, but I actual forgot that I'm way more productive around 2-3 am. Last night was the first time in a while that I stayed up and clean my room until 3 in the morning.

And I don't think a visit to clinic will be necessary, not at the moment at least, because I figured out what is going... I'm a dummy... I have the beginnings of a cold. The rest of the crap I've been dealing with is just been general stress and depression because I felt like I was falling behind in my class work.

Kittens cuddling under my work spot makes it hard to get back to work for so many reasons XD

 Ya, but this does raise some issues that I need to be addressing. 1) is I should probably start seeing a therapist to help me deal with my stress, its getting so overwhelming that I can't handling anything. And 2) I'm considering part-time school as a serious option. I still don't understand the reaction I get from a certain school professional who seems to be ardent on me graduating when everyone else does...  I don't understand... whatever

So anyway, I'll be heading back to school Monday, for my History of Modern Art Midterm, of course with a cold.... but what else is new?
ANd I'll be back in Ottawa for Easter.

~Ashley
@--&---

Reading week and in a rut

Hey everyone, it's been a bit since I've posted. I bit off more then i could chew this semester and I think I'm paying for it now. My body is just wrecked, it hurt to laid down, it hurts to stand up, I've missed 2 classes this week and a shift at work, cause I just don't have the energy to get out of bed. Like I told my bf, I feel like poop, mentally and physically.
I just went to the grocery store 2 days ago, so no one has to worry, yes I'm getting enough to eat.
I enjoy my school work, and I do enjoy work, but it's not really the same when you can barley keep your eyes open. I'm not really behind on homework, so this week shouldn't be too much of a problem.
I just don't understand, why do I have to deal with this crap, I'm not doing anymore class hours, homework hours or work hours then any other student. Why don't I have any energy?
uhg Idk, I'm going to see a doctor later this week
I`ll update later this week